my darling Del Miss you so much,every day is hell, would do anything to have you back,yesterday was hard as it was 1yr since the op that we though would get rid of the cancer and 6mths since you left us. I need to go back to see Suzzanne just hope you will talk to her like before. My Darling I love you so much and cant wait until we are together again. Please wait for me, my soul mate I will always love you xxxxxx