I now sit alone in the darkness of despair And cry my silent tears My heart is broken into a million tiny pieces The silence is deafening to my ears This is the pattern of my life ...Since that awful, dreadful day Without a clue, without a hint Of what was yet to be God called you home, to be with him And took you away from me I walk, I talk, I carry on When the sun pokes out its head But when darkness falls I don’t want to go to bed I just want to curl into a little ball And all my memories of you recall And cry those silent tears Missing you so much my dear