Dear Del today is 1 yr since we lost you, David Michael Lisa were here with me today, then we went to hungry horse with mum, hope you didnt mind, we wasnt celebrating we just felt we had to do something. Did you see the lanterns we sent to you, I hope so, they were sent with all our love. It hurts just as much as when you first left us. Im so lonely and just want to be with you, I hate every minite Im away from you. Please wait for me my love. Miss and love you so much. Im sorry I could be a bitch to you at times I relive every horrible thing I ever said to you, I hope you forgive me, also please forgive me for not being with you when you passed away, I phoned the hospital and they said you were well, if they had told me the truth I would have been with. My love always my darling. love you pots xxxxxx